{"id":386,"date":"2021-10-13T12:28:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-13T12:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/?p=386"},"modified":"2022-01-21T22:41:06","modified_gmt":"2022-01-21T22:41:06","slug":"a-month-focused-on-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/?p=386","title":{"rendered":"A month focused on fear"},"content":{"rendered":"\n[et_pb_section fb_built=”1″ _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_row _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}” column_structure=”3_5,2_5″][et_pb_column type=”3_5″ _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” text_font_size=”16px” header_3_font=”|700|||||||” header_3_font_size=”42px” hover_enabled=”0″ global_colors_info=”{}” sticky_enabled=”0″]

A month focused on fear, costumes and candy\u2014what interesting things to focus on. For me, I would rank them in the same order and for different reasons. Fear, a familiar experience and feeling. Lately, I was noticing my fears showed up in not fully embracing and stepping into my full self. As a BIWoC I find that it\u2019s been easy for me to hold back pieces of myself or to not shine a light on all of my gifts\u2014just so I\u2019m not bragging. Well, I am releasing that story. I have begun reflecting on my life. What have I learned? What skilled have I acquired (even if they were born out of a need to survive)? What have I accomplished? What I am I proud of?<\/p>\n

These questions have helped me to integrate the scattered pieces that left me feeling disjointed. I am grateful for the sense to be grateful.<\/p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=”2_5″ _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_image src=”https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/pexels-andrea-piacquadio-3756157-scaled.jpg” _builder_version=”4.13.1″ _module_preset=”default” title_text=”pexels-andrea-piacquadio-3756157″ hover_enabled=”0″ sticky_enabled=”0″][\/et_pb_image][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

A month focused on fear, costumes and candy\u2014what interesting things to focus on. For me, I would rank them in the same order and for different reasons. Fear, a familiar experience and feeling. Lately, I was noticing my fears showed up in not fully embracing and stepping into my full self. As a BIWoC I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":656,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"on","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"1240","inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-386","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=386"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/386\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":657,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/386\/revisions\/657"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/656"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tillmanlifeconsulting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}